best speaker :P

pffft . dtg dtg skolah je dh kene mrh ngn * yg racist tuh . tk nk lah cite pasal kelemahan dy yg pilih kaum and let me just move on .
today , got debate . yeahh , we waited for kelson LAME GILE KOT ! pastu kene mrh ag suh cr dyorg . HELO ? tht is not our responsibility to prepared them all . if they're late its their problem just disquallified ahh ! bt no ! haiih , nmpk sngt racist dy . nway , we fought fought fought and guess wht ? we lose . pdhal kteorg dh penatpenat cr isi and stuff ! hw come we can LOSE ? bt whtever lah . at least i got the best speaker ;) huehuehue .. bt kesian my teammates loh .. they full of hopes di . then , suddenly lose just like tht :'( im sorry teammates . bt i did my best :'( moving on math magic . damn it , i lose tht game too . ahaha xD today is not my lucky day laaah . haha , spend my whole day dlm library . hheeh .. i d k why afif is getting cuter ah ? and when azrina sat beside him ah , they look EVEN CUTER ! i wonder if they couple . god , it'll be cute !! haha xD i really wanna see afif ngn raja lah . bole tk ? heheee , nnt bincang ngn ying laah . huehue .. then , support my syg maen math magic sebab dy msk final ! haha , then , suddenly saw something disgusting -.- eww , geli gile kottt :P then ,blk je . ni nk smbg tngk bof nih . huhuuh .. tngh borak ngn arvind nih , bile mamat ni nk dtg and blanje nih . cehh , dh lah tk skolah . haissshh , arvind2 .. eh eh , gtg ! nk mandi jab . wangi sngt nih . hahaha xD toodles :*

lots of love , 

TASHA

pfffftt ..

ceh , td awl2 dtg skolah , aq tk lyn dy lngsg ! merajok ag ah kononnye . haha xD tk nk aq tunduk ngn ego dy , heh ! then , msk kelas physics aq dngn selambenye cmpk2 brg depan dy ntok bg kt ying , pass2 note bg dy panas sket .haha xD tp saje je nk gurau2 ngn dy .. aq tau , dy dh mule rase bersalah tuh :P then , mase englishh .. woahh , aq kene wat ORAL . damn , i was nervous . tk tau nape ? pdhal dh biase dh dngn kelas tuh -.- ceh .. haha :D thn i start with my speach fluently and gently . THANK GOD ! dyorg sume pay attention kt aq , and i dnt know why ? usually klau org tngh wt oral dyorg mesti wat bodo je since their topics is so damn boring . haha .. then they even respond to my speach . wow ! i was happy and glad . and guess wht ? i got the highest mark ! wuhuuu ! haha :D seems like i really love being in the center stage with a single spot light ;) *u know wht i mean ;) haha :D then , maths .. nothing good happen , then . recess .. mkn2 mcm biase , then .. agame . okayy , it was awkward , cause i always do went to tht class with her and since we're fighting and we sat together its kinda weird . kinda . haha :D then , i was just playing cool and act natural like nothing happen and i think she gets me when she always looked at me . haha :D then, sivik . hmmm .. i sat beside her and ying . and she purposely asked ying yo cut her nails and shout saying ying dnt know how to cut then i cut for her since i always cut for her before . hmm , so i cut for her then i think she was shocked thts why she didnt said anything . see ? im a good girl okay ? aq beralah kot . heh .. then , relief bm . tk tau ntah nape . hmmm, then petang2 g kfc plak . IT WAS DAMN FUNN !!! with all the media crewS there . and laptops ! haha :D i just love this day . really really love this day (: we ate , we laugh , we scold and take pictures together ^^ i really gonna miss this day (: 

missing this day , 

TASHA

eeee , camne dy tau haaaah ?

aq tk tau cmne dy wt , aq tk tau ilmu ape dy gune .
bt i dnt even know how he did tht .
EVERY SINGLE time im in a situation , he knew ! 
i cried , eventhough i tried to fake my smile , fake my attitude , HE KNEW !
every single time , me having problem . HE KNEW ! and i dnt even know HOW THE HELL did he knew ! 
seriously , even my besties cnt describe my mood .
bt he can ! omaigodd .. hw the hell he did tht ?

short post ,  

TASHA

mind ur own bussiness can you ?

aq memang tk paham ape mslh kwn aq sorang nih . dh lah memilih kwn , tp aq tk penah merungut or tegor dy . pastu , dy slalu ckp lepas , aq sabar ag . pastu , tego sikap org pdhal tk sedar sikap dy lg lah terok , kutuk2 aq depan2 . aq sbr ag .. cmpk2 barang aq . sabar ag . wt bodoh dngn soalan2 aq .. aq still sbr ag . tp ntah kenape , hairinih . aq da hilang sbr ! tp aq still control .. tk tengking dy ag , klau tk mau terdiam satu kelas chemis tngk aq meletop ! tk de lah , kwn aq sorang nih .. dh lah tkde kwn mule2 , aq yg kwn ngn dy sebab kesian .. then , bile dh kawan . naek lemak plak ! bossy tk tentu pasal ! aq biar kn ag since aq tk suke gado gado moody moody nih . MELUAT ! yg dy nih , tiap2 hari nk merajok ! menyampah gile !! ingt aq suke sngt ke pujuk org2 merajuk ni ? klau merajok tuh bole bg aq mkn ngn duit poket hari2 , aq tk kesah . ni dh lah buang mase aq nk memujuk ! pastu hari2 plak tuh ! FED UP tau tk ? pernah sekali tuh sukati dy je ckp aq tk de attitude . wadafak ? aq yg tkde attitude ke dy yg tkde attitude ? chill tasha , relaks .. hegh ! tk sngke aq bole benci kwn aq sendiri tp nk wt cmne kmlau perangai dy cm SHIT gile , rmi gile kot kwn2 aq yg laen pelik cmne aq bole rapat ngn dy . act , aq pon pelik gk cmne aq bole settle down ngn dy ! perangai dy ! haaah ! tk tau nk ckp cmne , nurfa , fifa , edin and ramai lagilah kwn2 aq ! sume tk sngke aq bole thn ngn minah kerek cm dy , aq sendiri pon sebnarnye tk sngke bole sbr ngn dy ! tp harnih ! aq da tk le sbr dh .. aq bole plak TERexplode mase chemis td . tp explotion aq hari nih tersekat sekat sket ..haha , sebab aq still sbr sket2 .. haiiih .. 
tkde lah , td dlm library . prmpuan nih tetibe je nk naek angen ngn aq . ahh , fed up sngt aq wt bodo je laah , then .. naek kelas , dy ok blk . [nyampah aq :P] then g chemis , setelah satu mase berlalu , yaya pon dtg pnggl aq jmpe hajah mas . nk siapkan media and stuff . aq pegilah , semalam aq da ponteng 2 mase cekgu kot , so mase dyorg ajk lepak . aq ckp ahh .. nk msk kelas sbb smalam tk msk lngsg kelas ckgu tuh kan , pastu aq pon msk lah kelas , paham2 je r dlm kelas . waktu tengah hari bute .. panas pon memuncak ! memang ciri2 ntok lg menambahkan naek angin lh kn ? so , aq pon dok ah tmpt aq , tnye ying ape kene wt ? ying pon jwb terang2 kan . aq pon mntk ah kt prmpuan tuh stapler .. pastu dy wt bodo blk . wattafak ?!! pe mslh dy nk merajok2 ngn aq tteibe , dh lah panas ! memng SHIT gile ah en ? aq tnye dy ag skali 'weh , aq pinjam stapler au ?' dy wt bodo ag , setelah kali keempat aq ulang soalan yg same , dy still wt dunno ag ! pegh! memang bengang ah , dengan kuatnye , aq hempaskan buku chemistry aq tuh ! and ckp 'tk gune ade kwn cmnih!' aq tros belah g depan cr stapler .. dh lah thilaga bavani and the rest tuh cm org asli maen2 ngn stapler cikgu . aq dh lah tngh panas ! bengang plak tuh !! g maen2 ag plak , kn dh kene sound ngn aq gk . KENE SEBOT ORG ASLI SEKALI ! haa , pdn muke :P benci kooot .. thn , aq istighfar kejab .. setan nih mmg suke bile aq naek angin .. aq sbr lagi .. chan terlanggar kerusi aq smpi jari aq yg kt kerusi tersepit . dh nk explode dh ! naseb baek mase tuh aq tngh istighfar .. sejuuuk je hati aq .. haaaah , dh lege sket .. tetibe prmpuan tuh aq jeling aq plak ! again .. wattafak ahh !!!!!!! aq mrh blk , huuuh .. dy betol betol menguji kesabaran aq yg senipis bawang nih , aq sbr .. aq tk tengking dy .. then , ying dtg , dengan penoh perasaan , aq tnye ying kuatkuat 'APE MASALAH DY SEBNARNYE?' ying pon explain .. dy bengang ngn aq sebab aq keluar td , dy pk aq ponteng ag . AHH gebang ! cnfirm2 ah sebab dy bengang dy tk dpt kuar , tk penah penah dy nk pk psl aq , tetibe nk care plak aq tk msk kelas . last ek ? WATTAFAKK !! ya Allah , bnyknye dose aq -____-" haaaah , aq nk lepaskan geram je . GERAM SNGT AQ NGN DY ! 4 bulan aq simpan , kali nih .. jngn harap aq nk tunduk EGO dy yg memuncak tuh .. JANGAN HARAP !! dnt you even think im going to talk you tomorrow like i always did . HEH ! and u know wht ? i dnt even care if i lose you , cause ur not THT great of a friend . and yeah , u can back of from my life and dnt you even think of talking my ying . cause shes in my side for god sake and fyi . i dnt give a fuck !

whtsoever with you so called friend , 

TASHA

beautiful girls (:

hmm .. dh lame aq sedar . my life is full with beautiful girls (: seriously , tiap tiap kali aq tngk kwn2 aq . and setiap muke ade keistimewaan dyorg yg tersendiri , tk kire lah mate , hidong or gigi n bibir dyorg ;) honestly , setiap perempuan ade specialty dyorg . haha :D and i always wonder , did they realise tht ? kdg2 dyorg tuh terlampau lampaaaaau lah humble smpi muke yg dh cantik gile mcm angelina jolie tu pon dyorg bole ckp tk cntik ? haihhh , ade masalah dyorg nih , tp bg aq angelina jolie buknnye cantik sngt , heh , tk de lah .. asywarya rai lahh . cantik ke ? ahh , ape ape je la .haha :D tp aq paling rase 'slack' klau muke dh cun MELECUN tetibe ade jerawat plak . heh .. bg aq . hancus punah harapan .. haha :D entah lah , aq pon tk tau nape . tp aq suke tngk prmpuan muke licin . bg aq , prmppuan yg muke licin nih . amek berat gile2 pasal muke dy , and 100% jage kebersihan , tk maen maen cikai je blk sekolah tk basuh muke tk ape tros tido . haha :D sebab klau dy bole jage muke dy dngn elok smpi cantuh skali . confirm dy bole jage org yg dy syg betol betol cam mane dy jage muke kan ? am i right ? klau betol ckp betol :P haha :D tk de lah . klau org yg tk amek kesah psl diri sendiri . tk amek kesah kebersihan dy , besar kemungkinan dy akn wt tk kesah pade org yg dy syg bile dy mls rite ? heheee . asl aq ckp cm pandai sngt nih -.- heh ! haha :D 

nway , td kt sekolah . aq kene ubah tempat . memalukan sebab aq menangis kot .heh -.- aq kene dok seblah bdk yg nakal gile dlm kelas ! and seblah ag bdk plg berdisiplin sekali dlm kelas . bak kate org ank buah cikgu lah . haha :D tk ku sangke sangke rupenye . bdk paling nakal dlm kelas LEBIH PANDAI drpd budak plg berdisiplin dlm kelas . heeh -__-" sesungguhnye selame ni . andaian kite sume slh sebenar benar nye ! jngn lah kte anggap yg selalu ponteng kelas tuh sengal ! yg selalu lwn cikgu tuh , bebal ! sebenarnye , dy org tuh kt umah . belajar tau ! *aq tau lah sebab abg aq slh satu bdk2 bebal tuh . hehe ^^ so , moral of the story is : DONT JUDGE BOOK BY ITS COVER . haha :D dyorg ni pon baek baek sebnarnye , seriously .. aq saje lah nk test kepandaian due org jejake seblah aq ni kan . aq tnye 'bdk paling berdisiplin' tuh ntok terangkan balik kt aq , ape yg cikgu ajr td . and pas tuh aq suh 'bdk nakal' tuh plak ajr aq . HONEST SEHONEST HONEST NYE ! aq lg phm bdk nakal tuh ajr . sumpah! aq tk tipu . dy ajr aq lg pham . pastu dy ajr aq kejab je kot . aq dh paham ah . klau yg lg sorang tuh . dy asyik pk pk and pk . hahaha :D memang mcm2 jenis manusia lah ade kt muke bumi nih . haha :D




heh , ckp psl jenis jenis org . aq tk phm ngn bdk2 junior sekolah aq nih . nk ckp nk tnjk terror ? bg aq bnde bodoh dyorg wt tuh . nk ckp tnjk bodoh . tk rase bodoh ke wt cmtuh ? hmmm . merokok bagai . bj kurung dh mcm bj kurung moden dh aq tngk . haiiiih , dyorg nih . even kkk2 senior ni pon tk penah penah wt bende bende gile cm dyorg tuh . dr mane ntah agknye dyorg dpt pengaruh terok terok nih -_____-" hmm . seingt aq . senior senior aq pon tk bg pengaruh cmnih , teringat aq dngn ex aq mase form 1 . form 1 dulu , comel comel je .. nk ckp syang pon malu2 . haiiih , sekarang .. minggu lepas . kebetulan , aq naek tngge sunyi hujung blok tuh . ingtkan tkde org .. aq pon dengan selambenye , naek tangge EMPAT langkah ! haha , nk cepat naek lah kononnye .. hmm , last2 ape yg aq nmpk kt tingkt ats , ex aq yg kononnye innocent tuh tngh wat 'french kiss' plak ngn awek dy . astaghfirullahalazim . tk tau nk ckp ape , aq pon turun blk .. bukan sedih sebab ex aq snggup wt cmtuh , sedih sebab kite org melayu ade adat kte , hukum hakam kite . agame kite .. aq tkt terbabas ! aq plg tkt sngt cmtuh .. ya Allah , kau lindungilah hambamu yang lemah ini , jauhkan lah perkare perkare keji dariku ya Allah ya tuhan ku . haaaah ... aq ni bukannye kuat iman sngt , tkt tkt terbabas ! mujur aq ade parents , siblings ngn kwn2 yg selalu beringt and ingt2kn aq jgk .. hmmm , skarang ni aq tkt plak nk hidop .. huuuhhh .. 

keinsafan .

TASHA

wht happened ?

wht happened ? aq pon tk paham ..  yang aq tau we were laughing together .. last2 , dy tetibe marah2 ..
okay , let me tell you .. mlm td tngh best chatting ngn aq , yaya n aisya dlm room laen , aq and 'e' dlm room laen. then , aq dh bosan ngn status aq , aq tkrlah ke "aqmal's" then , suddenly e tnye , "who's aqmal ? and wht does 's' means ?" he was shocked as i were when asked me tht question . oh and i forgot tht i havent told him . so , i told him . and suddenly he got angry and sign out ? wth ?  then , bape2 jam pastuh dy pon on blk . i asked him and there he said it .... haaah , life could be clueless sometimes . rapat tk bermakne suke rite ? haishh , its difficult tho for me too explain .. just tht, guys .. girls does not means they're yours . phm tk ? haha . papeje lah ..
mls nk cerite pasal dy lagi . jom ! kte g next topic haha :
harini pagi2 lagi bdk2 pandai sekolah aq will go to 'de palma hotel' ! ntok penyampaian hadiah ..termasuk my syg ! tp dy pegi tngkp gmbr je . heh . haha :D dyorg dh pon bertolak kt sane . jelesnye aq tngk dyorg rehersaal tiap2 hari kt situ , nk sngt pegi tp tk dpt . yg media pon photo and video grapaher je ley pegi . haishhh . sedih aq . hakhak .. aq plak pagi2 lagi dh bngn ! tp tertido kembali selepas itu , hahaha :D tk sedar phone aq ade 2 mesej dh . heshh , aq nih -..- haha ;D then . aq bermalas malasan ag ats katil .. huahua .. mls lah nk turun .. penat lg , ceehh . haha .. mama msk scallop memang mengundang aq ntok turun ke bwh dan makan ! haha :D pas mkn2 , aq pon naek ke ats .. lepak ag ats katil . tengoklah betape malasnye aq pagi sabtu . haha :D then , dh penat baring aq pon onlah lappy aq yg comel nih . haha :D sesekali kene puji jgk , nnt dy merajok asyik gunekan dy tp tk penah puji . hahaha :D ngade2 .. hmm . and on fb , ms ,frmsprng daaan ke sini lah aq .. blogger (: heh .. dh penat gelak ngn yaya nih .. ade lah sorang bdk form3 nih .. sukeeeee sngt update status dy .. gune eng mmg bgs lah en ? tp mslahnye , ENG dy tuh tunggang langgang mcm nk pencah perot kepale mate sume lah ! haha :D sebab kelakar gile kot eng dy ! cube ah pikir ? kte bole bezekan kot past present continous tense tuh . kate dh form3 kan ? bnde tuh dh mcm sebati ngn diri sebab dh bape thn belajar bnde yg same . haha :D tp dy cm nk show off pndi english , betolkan english org bt instead english dy makin terok hari demi harii ! hahaha :D haduiih , susah ah cmnih . hahahaha :D kesian mmg kesian . tp klau tego kang , dy malu lg kesian . tp klau biarkan je .. LAGI lah bertambah tambah kesian . sebab , org laen sume gelakkan dy . haha , tp aq ngn yaya pon decide ntok biarkan dy sedar sendiri . hahaha :D manelah tau ,dpt hidayah nnt . haha :D klau tk dpt tk pelah . ade sket entertainment yg best sket kt ms tuh . klau tk bosan je . since fb is waaaaay better thn ms .. hahahahahah :D haduih , kesian gile dy ..


p.s: about wht i said in the last last post about me having a stalker . I REALLY HAVE A STALKER ! it's creeping me out !!


lots of laugh , 
TASHA

school sure is tiring ..

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~! felt great and relief pas dh smpi rumah . heeeee , at school , just now . I DID NOT STUDY FOR THE WHOLE DAY kott .. busy with the ridsect thinggy . mak aiii , tk sngke rupe2nye tnggu dyorg isi form tuh lebih menyakitkan drpd isi sendiri , haish .. tk phm2 ke ? dh explain bnyk kali kot , JANGAN TICK KT SINI , TICK KAT RUANGAN YANG DIBERI !! tp still ade gak tngn yg gatal g tick kt tmpt yg tk sepatutnye , dh lah bnyk keje kami-kami ni nk me-liquid .. haishh , br nk msk kelas mase english .. kelab media dh panggil pulakk , dh kene start wt majalah , nurfa jd ketua , legalah sket .. klau bg yg garang2 sngt , tk suke lah plak .. haha :D then , gossip2 kn nurfa ngn abg sendiri , haha :D best tol ;) SPEAKING OF ABANG ! tk sngke shabirah couple ngn abg nurfa !!!! abg nurfa HOT gile kot , i mean hensem gile ! korean style plak tuuh ! haishh , idola abg dy 'rain' so abg dy tuh style SEBIJIK cm rain kott , haiisssh , jeles nye aq ! tp , sayang aq tu pon dh cukup dh ;) haha :D then, ckp2 pasal majalh .. errr ,pastu rehat .. aq g kelas jab. minum air pastu teman yaya g jmpe mama dy kt blok f6 , err , penat gile kott -__-' pastu nk msk kelas tp ying ngn raja tkde pon , so aq pon g turun kantin .. i was STUNNED -____-"  'S' halang aq jln kot setelah beberape lame aq tk lyn dy semenjak aq dh ade hubby , haha :D now i knew 's' dh ok (: after tht , msk canteen , stunned again , bile tngk ying and her bf , amir , nizam , edin and my sayang (: rehat same2 .. adoyaiii , segannye nk rehat same2 . haha :D then , aq ddk je dulu .. pastu , beli mknn , mkn kt fa .. huehue .. malulah :"> hahaha :D then , yaya and  aisya pon trn , fine fine , dyorg merajok sbb tk tnggu dyorg turun td .. haha :D then , aq pon temanlah mereke mereke ni mkn (: hoho , aisya diet oohh . haha :D yaya frust tk dpt 'abe tough' dy sbb aizat puase .. awww , sian dy ;) huhu .. later , naek kelas .. okay , aq mls gile nk msk kelas kot , so aq ikot amir , nizam , azwan , ngn athiff keluar .. dyorg g mane ntah aq pon tk tau .. ikot je haha :D ruperupenyeee , dyorg nk g sign up ntok dj sekolaah .. haiiih , ramai gile kot yg suh aq msk -___-" tau lah  , mulut i bnyk ckp sket .. haishhh .. haha :D tp , tk nk ahh .. dy amek waktu rehat looh , hehe .. then , tetibe yting and azrina tibe2 muncul .. dyorg ckp tk yah msk kelas, sambung wt ridsect . mak aii -_____-' penat pon blom habes ag , dh lah tk msk kelas lngsg ! grrr , sambunglah .. dr kelas form 1 jati sehinggelah ke kelas 3 akasia , memang mcm2 ragam ,ade yg tnye nk gune num phone sape . ade yg g simpan tk tau kteorg nk skarang , yg tk tau alamat rumah pon ade ! yg paling terok , membace pon tk reti ! ruperupenye , bnyk aq tk tau pasal junior2 aq nih .. rmi jgk yg bnyk gile ketinggalan ! haishh , kesian dyorg -____-" kdg2 tuh aq ade gk terase nk wt personal tutor ngn org2 yg memerlukan tp mase aq cukup ke ? aq ni pon cukup tutor ke ? add math pon fail .. haaiiihhh .. then , ade lah ckgu2 yg baek hati tngk kteorg tuh , bg mknn lah air lah .. mcm2 lah .. thank you cekgu (: jasemu dkenang ! haha :D then ,ying seboook nk wt kt 4 akasia , biaselah kelas bf dy .. haha :D last2 , shobita dh pegi dulu .. awww , sian ying . haha :D dyprg plak pakse aq wt kt 5 medang .. hmm , aq bukannye apee .. tk suke bg instruction kt kakak2 and abg2 nih . respect 'kot' haha :D then , aq pon tk nk lah , dyorg pon tk g laaah .. haha :D pastu kami pon ke kelas 4 meranti . memandangkan cikgu yg relief kelas dyorg cikgu feberet kteorg , kteorg pon ape lag ?LEPAK LAH kt situ jgk .. haha :D borak2 ngn cekgu , borak ngn zainab , zainab tulis name kamil kt tngh . woot woot ^^ haha ;D pastu , kire bape bnyk yg kteorg dpt , alhamdulillah , setakat nih , dh 400 lebih dh :O aq pon tk sngke mule2 , haha :D tp , berkt kerjesame student2 kt smk alam megah nih  ,kteorg dh dpt bnyk tuh . TERIME KASIH SEMUE (: memang mcm2 ragam . ahah :D then , tibelah mase ntok pulaang , aq pon blk lah , then . nmpk aqmal borak2 ngn yaya pastu tros balek camtuh je :( agk sedih , huhuuu , tp pastu yaya ckp 'TASHA! dy balek dulu , sbb dy ade hal' aq pon , 'ohhh ..okeh okeh' haha :D aq pon pulang dengan perasaan penat , tk sbr nk baring , haus , dan sebagainye . haha :D dh mntk duit kt jega suh blanje ice cream , aq pon msk kete mama (: jln2 , kepale aq yg pnjg ni pon mencari kalau2 si 'dia' maseh berjalan . haha :D tkde -__-' hampa gile , haha , bt its ok , mama pon belok nk msk kwsn umah ying , AND THEN! haha , poyo je :P nmpk my syggg , jln sorang2 . aww, sian dy . haha :D pastu aq pon lambai kt dy (: heeeee .. then , msk rumah .. mama suh buang sampah , eh eh ! 230 nk g umah yaya (: tp , aisya tk le join plak -_______-" tkde transpot katenye .. hmmm , sedih je :'( yg yaya ni pon , aq tkt gk ngn mak dy , huehue .. bio lee .. huhu , eh ! dh 202 .. biarlah , lmbt sket (: 

p.s: aq rase aq ade stalker ahh -________-"

lots of love, 

TASHA

walalaleee :D

heyy readers .. err , i'm sick of school . -___-' the only reason i came to school pon is becoz of my friends , and boyfiee .. klau tk ,jngn harap lah ! dh lah h1n1 . errr , disgusting ! nape skolah tk tutup2 ag nih? dh 4 case dh .. haishhh ! whtsoever , my homeworks .. bnyk gile tertangguh kot -_____-' busy with something else , now i'm getting sick with korean -.- tp kdg2 tk .. haha :D sbb my sys cnt stop playing korean songs , kt skola pon sme .. haishh -______-" bt sometimes menyenangkan ah gk lg2 dyorg . hoho .. awwww ! just nmpk pic and display name yaya n aizat bertukar sesame dyorg ! AWW , comel gile !! at last , dyorg tu declare jgk .. haha , klau tk .. asyik menyorok nyorok je .. haha , comel sngt ! happy gile ntok yaya :')
eh eh adamaya ! sorry gtg ! later update k ? byeeee!

yeah yeahh ..

hate this day . hate today ! don't wanna be in this day ever again ! GO SHIT!
ahhhhh !!!!!!

i'm having second thoughts ..

 why ? why do i have to have second thought ? no tasha ! don't !! you have to be strong .. don't let your heart control your mind ! think tasha , THINK ! jngn ikutkan perasaan sngt .. you cn do it .. i know i cn't ! shit .. tasha jngn ah camnih .. jngn pk camtuh .. jngn ingt camnih ! tashaaaaaa ! tolong laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!!

a very confusing post ,

TASHA 

boredom in the middle of saturday ..

alright , today is saturday .. and it's vbored -.- obviously .. tk g mane2 sebab kene jge rumah .. ok , rumah abah cat baru . colour ALUMINIUM ! hahaha :D mule2 agk pelik tp lame2 cntik gak ahh (: heee .. panas betol harinih .. hmm, bosan plak tuh .. aq online je r dr td :) text dy , tk reply pon -..- busy kot .. nways , qayyum rasenye ad mslh .. naek saket hati melayan kerenah dy .. dh tk nk lyn tk yah ah ngde2 nk touching . tk le lyn sngt , budak2 cmnih . over tahap melampau ! lgpon , yaya kan ad .. klau lah yaya ade hati ag nk lyn dy sebab ngade2 sngt lah .. hmm . haha , yaya dh lah minat wan xD kelakar betol .. dlm diam2 .. terminat plak en dngn personaliti dy , aq pon senang ngn dy .. cool je plusplus funny kot . haha :D aisya plak tngh bergumbira ngn hilman dy :) haaah .. dpt jgk aisya ape yg dy nak .. tinggal azrina je . hm camnelah nk pjk minah sorang nih ntok berlembutlembut sket . dy ksar sngt laah .. aq dh suh emir text ngn dy , insyaAllah , emir bole lembutkan dy . kte doa doakan je r ;) chaiyok2 ! haha .. ying , of course with her hero , doeramon .. hahaaa . amilia , maseh setie ngn amir farhannye (: pasangan plg bahagie .. haha :D sayang kwn2 aq .. selalu ade dngn aq .. rindunye drama club .. harituh hang out ngn ayeen n nayli .. ajk edin bt dy tuition plak . lepaslah sket rindu , tp skang rindu gile ngn fifa kot -..- tp tk pe lah .. as long as i know , she's happy (: now ,wht about me ? am i happy ? i think so (: tp ramai gile kot tk suke tngk aq happy , haaah .. biarlah .. as long as people tht i love around me ARE happy rite ? muke dh mkn gelap kot .. asyik kuar je .. ish3 .. hmm  , tp memang bosan lah dok umah -.- hakhak .. nway , takot gile kot skolah alam megah 2 .. ade kes histeria . ade lah one group form 3 nih , maen game spirit tuh .. then , suddenly dh terpanggil tk reti nk hntr balik .. pastu kene kacau lah , first2 ade sorg bdk nih sorang2 je suddenly dy cam kene sepak kuat gile ! pdhal tkde sape2 pon kt situ .. smpi jatuh tngge , and last monday , ade student nk bunuh diri sbb dh tk thn , satu blok sekolah tuh kene histeria . ish3 , menakutkan .. takut sngt bile dngr farhan auni cerite , hohoo .. naseb baek sekolah aq tkde pape yg menakutkan camtuh .. tapi sekolah aq ade kes positive H1N1 lah plak .. sorang budak 3 jati . ayoyo .. skolah sek27 plak india mabok mask sekolah belasah bdk .. haha , sume skolah kt sini ade kes , ape nk jd laah :D hahaa :D eh eh , mama panggil lah .. gtg . bye ! (:

lots of LOVE , 

TASHA

rocket wht ? ohh .. -..-

oh yess , buat rocket ntok physics punye project ni memenatkan kot -..-
i tried launching harini . damn it , tk terbukak pon parachute tuh ! aiyaaa .. then , marvin ngn afif punye success . so ying dngn pantasnye , mintak dyorg dtg umah ying wt rocket skali smbil tuh ajr kteorg . hahaa , bt instead , aq yg ke rumah afif wt rocket .. haha ..it was fun , okay .. naek kereta mmg berhimpit ah kan ? NOT FUN , hahaha :D pegi rmh marvin dulu nk tnggu dy mndi jab . haha ;D since dy tk mndi ag dr blk sekolah and so do calvin, ayai , and afif . hahaha :D and tunggu2 dy mandi , and marvin's father creative gile ! dy sumbatkan longkang kt umah dy and make it looks like a pond and put guppy fishes and some plants in it ! OMG! tht is soo COOL! hahah :D never even think of doing those thing . hahaha :D then, marvin hbs mandi. kteorg pon memulekan perjalanan ke umah afif . ok , not so far . bt kaki agk kebas ah . cause ribe my ying lame sngt . hahaha :D then , we reached there .. afif cam gentleman gile dr mule , since he ALWAYS bukak and tutupkan pintu kerete for me ^^ haha ,then ..sampai rumah dy yg CANTIK gile tuh .. ok , it was tidy .. kteorg dh wt rumah dy bersepah gile -..- heeee . then , he started serving food , awww .. so kind . haha :D then, marvin nk g kedai depan beli botol ntok wt rocket .. okay , marvin, ayai , ngn calvin cm tingglkn aq ngn ying . and unfortunately afif gk sebab dy kene kunci umah . haha, then dy jln ngn kteorg .. smpi kedaii ..it's raining -.- then , dyorg still tngllkn kteorg -.- smpinye hati , and afif GENTLEMAN gile !! patah balik kot , tkt kteorg jd pape kt blakang , haishh , susah nk cr  org cmtuh skang nih . haha :D then , smpi umah . started wt rocket . i'd finished mine bt marvin ngn ayai tk siap ag . haha :D pdn muke , then , kteorg maen ngn scooter afif . omg , best tau tk ! giant cm kt seblah umah dy je kot . hahahahaha :D hmm , disebabkn dh penat sngt , kteorg pon pulang . ying dngn muke tk malunye ckp nk dtg ag . hahaha , cause it was damn fun . honestly , thanks afif ! tolong kteorg , and thanks marvin! for the transport :)

lots of LOVE , 

TASHA

060410 , 815pm

yup , yes , true , correct .
i'm taken laaaah . with whom ? wht do you think ?
of course my syg . who ? teke ah sendiri . haha :D
nk mndi jab . tata ~~

a very very short post from me , 

TASHA

goodbye goodbye :)

yeah you , maybe this is the last post i'll be talking about you . 

yeah , i didn't told you tht i'll not gonna reply your texts and calls anymore .

and i didn't told you tht im not going back home with you anymore , and i didnt told you tht ill be avoiding you from now on . yeah , tonight is the last night tht i'll be texting you . and sorry , there's no more 

'tasha , i got a problem here :'(' anymore , cause i won't be there for you anymore , not tht i want you to suffer bt i want you to think ! tht you can't use someone for your own sake ok ? sorry for not facing the probs bt instead run like a coward . just tht , i dn't want you to stop me from doing this . i want you to wake up ! and yeah , i can live without you :) and yeah again , i used you before bt not after i know you :) sorry if i'm being a slut or a dumbass .. just tht , i'm doing wht's best for me and for you too :) it's 1229 and ur still texting me and i'm replying .. i want to have a loong chat with you before i dissapear :) i just want you to know , tht you're my bestfriend :) and sometimes you're a bit slow and blurr .. bt it's ok .. at least ,someone can stand tht . haha :D and one small advice , please don't ask stupid questions like u did to me to other girls . its a shame -.- ahaha now , i'm gonna be the loner tasha bt still the happy ones :) goodluck to you, ***** ! and i'm sorry .. like i said in those texts .. if you're reading this . then it's obvious tht you miss me :') awww , haha :D goodbye .. a very very good bye :)

lots of sorry and love and not to forget , misses to , 

TASHA :')

wht's done is done :)

glad ? frustrated ? dissapointed ? happy ?

i dn't even know .. my life is a bit wavy nowadays .. and i don't even know why .. am i changing ? nobody said so , and i can't even felt like i'm changing .. nobody ever get angry with me , bt why do i felt my life is a bit confusing ? why why WHY ?! i dn't even know . is it because ? naaah, it can't be .. whtever . yg pntg i'm LIVING MY LIFE :)

*short post .. bbye :)