Mama ♥

heyy


   ma, im truly really REALLY sorry for wht i had done. i'd dissapoint you and stuff. i am truly sorry for tht :'( i love you more than i love myself. i hate it when you look away and ignored me. i hate it when i cant hear your voice. i hate it when you didnt get angry but instead you're avoiding me. i hate it ma ! NAG ME! BEAT ME! CURSE ME! but dont ever ignore me :'( it hurt so much, i cant barely live. i love you mama, please dont do this to me ever again. 


p.s : The best mama in the world, Zuria Mohd Zain ♥


lots of regrets, 
TASHA

eff you and !! *entry terpanjang xDD

FUN!! hihii heyyy :D

   how are you guys goin'? im actually having fun this weekend! yeaahh, hihi. semalam, me ying and aisya. kitorang pg sunway, *kononnye nak sambut bday aku, but naaah we're just having fun!* hihi. jom! cerite cerite sket ;) 


   at first, yeah aku datang lambat. hee sorry ying ! then aisya dtg paling lambat! ahaha, then kami pon memulekan perjalanan pg breakfast dulu :D we decide to eat WAFFLES! sorry, tak sempat nak tngkp gmbr sebab kitorang makan sambil jalan. ahha! teruk en :P hihi, anyway. kitorang terus ahead pg cinema :D beli tickett. hihi

ceriteee : DEVIL! :D

 

  okay , mule mule start dah ade dalam lift dah, ahah tp worth it ah. aku jerit gile gile je kot dngn ying xDD but yeah, we have fun screaming! tapi minah sebelah aku ni -,- lembap betul tangkap cerite. nak je aku explainkan tapi best jugak gelakkan dorang, ahahah xD *dah lah bawak mcShake, tak malu -.-* ahahaha

 

   eh eh eh! sebelum movie start tuh kitorang jalan jalan lah dulu, theeeen ternampaklah TRAIN SUNWAY dalam sunway -.- faham tak ? ahaha hebat en ? xD

and a lot of other statue too :D

hihi, DAMN FUN!

   anyways, habis je movie. perut dah berkeroncong balik xD kitorang pon meneruskan perjalanan keeeeee! GASOLINE! akhirnye, tempat yang aku betul betul nak makan selame ni. ahahah chewah, acah acah je ;D haha, kitorang pon orderlaaah :D

 still waiting for my food ♥

 

my drink are here :D WHERE'S MY FOOOD! ♥

 

 haaaa, there you are. Nyum nyum, tom yam fried rice ♥ hihi

BURP~!!

   hehe, perut pon dah kenyang! SHOPPING TIME ~!! target pertame : FBLOCK!!! 

 decided, to buy this baju xD

 hihi, tarak keja xD

muehehe ;D

   setelah penat mentry try baju. ahaha, kitorang pon decide utk beli spectacles yang same jugak xD WELOVEIT ♥ hihi *p.s : Fblock punye workers semua gempak gempak! do go there guys! murah pon murah :P*

   lepas dah bosan bosan tuh. kitorang jalan jalan lah pulak kat cotton-on. hmm, cantik gile ouh baju! teringin nak pakai :( tapi duit tarak mencukupi. buhuu :( so kitorang decide nak amek mane mane yang mencurik hati ♥ and try :D and yeah, obviously aku kena prank dengan abg cotton on tuh. GRR KEJAM BETUL! kitorang ingt nak masuk fitting room same2 but then abg tuh tk bg. okay fine. so aku decide nak keluar. bile nak pass baju tuh kat abg tuh, abg tuh tibe tibe bersuare " hey kenape tak boleh ?" so i said "yeah aah, nah!" then he convincely said "eh tak boleh lah, kena beli jugak " aku macam . GILE APE ? mane pernah macam nih kot -.- then dia GELAK SEGELAK GELAKNYE! grrr, benci betul -,- dngn muke bengang aku keluar dr cotton on and he still havent fininsh laughing. haihh -.-

 

   pastu kitorang pg KITSCHEN :D best2, banyak gile baju cantik ! of course lah en ? ahaha, and yeah, kitorang pon memulekan operasi xDD

 

yeah, kitorang memang begini ;) heheee.

   soo, setelah penat bergambar! kitorang keluaarrr.. tibe masenye ntok cari aisya yang tngh berdating bersame si dia. ahaha, cari punye cari. dah jumpa diorang ade problem pulak soooo biarkan diorang solve kejab. kitorang pon pigilah cari satu lg tshirt! tarak puas shopping maaaah. ahah xD 

DAH JUMPE !

  pergi cari aisya balik xD dia cakap, dia kat luar. soo kitorang pun keluarlah :D cari punye cari. jauh gile dia kat luar -,- rupe rupenye irfan tak tau bus pg kl sentral pukul berape ? alololo kesian dia :( ahaha. then nak pg ke seberang tengok bus. aku dan ying sbgi teman yang setia pon turut serta eksplorace mencari bus -.- sangat tidak suke, tapi demi teman di paksekan juga kaki comel ku ini. ahahaha. tapi, tetap have fun! ahhaa

then then then,

 

   bile irfan dah balik. kitorang pon decide nak tunggu mama ying datang :) balik ahh, dah penat :D hihi.

 

 sambil tunggu, sambil bergambar ;D hihi

   sementare menunggu, kitorang sempat belikan mama ying chicken kebab. ying cakap, mama dia suke tuh. ahaha.

   then, tnggu mama ying kat luar (: tungguuuuu and tunggguuu and tunggu. then dia sampai :D pastuh ape lg ? BALIKLAH !

p.s : ying, eventhough there's only you who keep your promise and accompany me. i really do have fun. and this is am the best birthday i had ever had :') ILOVEYOU, besfriend ♥

lots of love, 

TASHA

dunno :P

hollaa :D

   actually i dont even know why the hell did i write something tonight. im not bored, im tired. i didnt have enough sleep, period cramp and a lot of other stuff but tibe tibe macam ade mood nak write something en ? so here it goes. actually nak cerite something.

   aku tak tau lah kenape, but yeah every girl rase macam ni kot. bile someone yang kite pernah sayang [he] tibe tibe rapat dengan orang yang kite sayang [she] *kalau korang faham alhamdullillah, kalau tak, nasib :P* we totally gonna have some kind of a feeling. for some people, diaorang akan cakap tuh jealous. tapi, utk aku. aku tak rase itu perasaan jealous, aku tau lah diri aku. aku tau macammane feelings dia.

   bagi aku, itu satu perasaan regrets or dissapointment dalam diri bile situasi tuh happened. and obviously a bit more to "ouch" tapi entah lah. ade yang cakap, sebab aku still sayang dia tapi aku tau lah perasaan aku, aku tau yang aku dah tak sayang dia kot -,- hmm entah lah whtever laaaaah. ahha xD

   *atas sebab kena marah dengan mereka mereka tuh T.T kisah yang sepatutnye ade kat perenggan ni sudah dialihkan. wuhuuu T.T*

   sabtu ni pg sunway! yepee, sambut birthday :D semua dah settle, sekarang ni aku kena pastikan qamarul kena ikut jugak! kalau taaaak, grrr. haiihh, apesal entry kali ni extravaganza pulak panjang nye nih -,- ahhaaa,

p.s : living single SO made me feel like a "woman in sin" back :P ahahaha *if you know wht i mean ;D

lots of love, 

TASHA

more presents :DD

heyyyaaww :D


   act, nak cerite pasal presents i'd got je. ahha xDD rase rase nye, birthday kali ni dapat sikit je present -,- but at least it's the best birthday *kot. sebab every year, aku cakap bende yang same -,- ahaha anywayssssss...


   ade jugak hadiah yang tak dimention eehh ? tp dont feel offended, walaupon i tak share kat sini, but the memories is still in my heart ♥ ahha :D well, hari ke berape entah selepas birthday aku, muhammad azwan aka Wan Qoqoi :P delivered this :

 muahaha xD

   but the funny thing is, harini, afif b mohd hanif tan, pon give me the same thing. so yeaah, thank youuuuu ♥ appreciate it so much. still cant forget muke afif merah2 bg kat canteen pg tadi. ahah, thanks afif :DD thank you waaaann :DD

   anyways, cerite pasal hadiah lain pulak :D semalam , baru habis rehat :D masuk masuk kelas, ade present atas kerusiii, aww agak comel lah present dia :"> 

meet muffin :D

   tu lah dia, setelah diteka teka. pemberinye faiz rupenyeee :D thank youuuu ♥ dah ade dah teman catch up! haha xDD 

   balik kepade harini, qamarul dengan adam pon bagi jugak :D balik tadi, penuh lah jugak tangan dengan hadiah ;D ahha . tapi seronok lah :"> thanks adaaaamm ♥ adam bagi niiiii :

kecik jeee, tapi meaningful kot for me :D

   back to qamarul, okay hadiah die comel gile xD suke sangat kot ! tapi ade double meaning tuh. haiihh qama ni, full of suprises xD 

there it is, meet SPONGEBOB ! xD *kawan baru catch up and muffin :D

   okay, aku merepek repek je bg name kat diorang -,- ahaha macam balik pade zaman knak kanak xD tapi seronok kot. hihi. thanks qamaruuuull ♥

seronok lah jugak :D hihi, tadi baru balik dari serambi (; Bday present dari errie nur iman pulak, belanje makaaan :D aku order french fries je (: you're save errie ! haha :D thank youuu ♥

p.s : haiih, my life is almost perfect kot with my family and friends around ♥

lots of love,

TASHA

yeah crash :D

its been awhile since i last updated my blog kot. ahha


   but anyway, loads had happen :D till i found it hard to write it all now cause im not actualy in a good mood :| i dont know why, but sometimes i do felt macam aku terlampau utamakan kawan daripada diri sendiri. but i dont know why ?!


   sometimes, aku rase macam its not worth it to fight over it but wht about my happiness ? wht about my life ?! but sometimes bile aku biar je, salah, memberontak, pun salah. life is complicated! egh, i dont even know why aku nak emotional sekarang ni. padahal aku sendiri cakap aku tak kisah! ape ni tasha ? hmm..


   just let it go tasha, be strong ! i know you are :) biar lah orang nak cakap ape, as long as my friends are happy and i am too. and yeaahh, i am a biatch! and i am strong! miaahahahaha xDD


lots of miahahaha, 
TASHA

the legendary day :D

heyheyheyhhooo :D

   okay okay, nak cerite birthday yang ditunggu tunggu itu! muahahahaa xDD mase nak tunggu detik 12 tuh =.= memang menyiksakan. ahaha :D sebab mase tuh macam, excited gile and mengantuk gile and jarum jam lambat gileeee. ahaha

   aaannnd jam aku belum pon pukul 12 -.- but dah ade dah sekutu sekutu yang dah wish birthday, maybe jam diorang dipercepatkan. haiihh. haha but tak pe lah :) THANKS YOU GUYS!!


   sahabat sejati yang first sekali wish tuh memang aku syg betol ♥ ahaha. AISYA BINTI ZUBIR :D then LEE YIN YING :D sayang korang ketat ketat laaaaah ♥ ♥ ♥


   then sambung lah dengan yang lain2, agak susah utk tidur -.- sebab ade jugak sekutu sekutu yang jarum jam diorang lambat gile cecah 12 sebab lambat pulak wish. ahahah :D tapi aku tetap terharuuuu <3 

   tapi yang aku buat aku bengang. sorang lg -.- TAK WISH LANGSUNG! sampai lah siang and malam -.- and aku tunggu gile lameeee. tunggu and tungguuuu and tungggguuuuuu. but no, tak langsung :'( aku sedih gile kot. aku dah dissapointed dah :( then suddenly pukul 11 dia call, and yeah :) dia nak jadi org last sebab ramai sangat orang nak jd org first so he want to be special for me to remember him the last person who wished me on my special day :')  haiih ngade ngade betul :P ahaha tht's my qamarul :D ahahaha..


   mase bday mama bawak pg shah alam mall, mama belanje big apple. walaupon puase ;) ahaha *haish mase buke makan la ! negative betul -.- ish3* hihi then mama suddenly bawak pg avon, and she said " you're sixteen now, you can start to be a well mannered woman :) " aku macam terkejut gile and yeah dia beli aku a bunch of cosmetics :') thanks maaaa ♥ im gonna be a pretty well mannered woman for you :D 


   and adelah yang bagi chocs and stuff :D thanks for those who remembered and bg presents :') touched touched touched! haha. seronok lah mase bday :D a lot had happened :) haaiih, i hope my current friends now will be my friends forever :D ILOVEYOUFRIENDS ♥


p.s : still expecting more presents from my friends who'd promise. jangan ingat i lupe :P muahahaha xDD

lots of love,

TASHA

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1.03.01

the day before.

wasssuuupppp :DD

   ahaha, okay sorry lambat gile update pasal my BIRTHDAY :D hihi, hmm before tht nak cerite dulu hadiah hadiah yang diterime sebelum hari keramat berlangsung :DD

   first of all, aku nak cakap thank youuuu gile gile! for those who waited till midnight just to wish me :'D touched gile, SUMPAH! and and thanks for those yang nyanyikan lagu "happy birthday" malam tuh secomplete complete dan seperfect perfect nye xDD seriously, I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH :DD

   anyways, the day before my birthday :D tht is, on 6th september. Pagi tuh aku pg shopping :D beli tudung, purse, handbags and stuff dekat SACC. woaah penat betul -.- and seriously dkt parking SACC macam ramai gile org but bile masuk, tak de lah ramai mane =.= aku rase sebab diorang park situ and jalan pg alam sentral or kompleks kot. baaaack to the story :D

   dah beli macam2 tuh, balik lah rumah. SERIOUSLY, penat gile -.- and tangan kebas gile sebab banyak bawak plastic bag =.= theeeeen, sampai je rumah, yin ying txt. dia cakap dia bosaaaan *saje je tuh :P* sooo aku pon ajk lah dia dtg ke rumah. then WOW! aku tak expect pon dia nak bawak hadiah :D but she did :) it's from raja and ying :DD

     TARAAA!!! 

   its actually a dual tools :D boleh simpan barang dalam tuh and also it can be a chair! hebat en en en? ahaha. agak unexpected =.= buuut thanks YING AND RAJA ♥ I LOVE IT SO MUCH :DD 

 besties ♥

    bergune betul lah kotak hikmat dan juga kerusi itu! ahaha xD then dah main main dengan ying. and borak2. hmm agak release tension ah, sebab kitorang macam let go semua feelings tak puas hati kat catchup. hahaha memang bergune jugak catchup :D

p.s : "the legendary day" is on the next entry :)

lots of love,

TASHA

 

   

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1.03.01

ryan yap cheng nam :D

hellooo :D


   great day today huh ? :D anyways, harini sekolah macam biase je. and i was totally in a good mood (: ni ade bende nak story sikit nih ;) muahahah. so let we begin!


   last night, yap called. and dia cakap, " tasha, kau nak bile birthday present kau ? sebab mase bday kau dah cuti, aku takut tak sempat je nak bg " so, aku ckp " bagi je lah sebelum cuti :D " then dia decide nak bg keesokkan harinye, tht is *today ;) 


   sampai2 je aku ke sekolah, aku pon masuk kelas *agak lambat* sorry puan hasnah! yaya tak bg masuk kelas =.= hehehe, theeeeen. aku pon duduk lah, tetibe yap approach aku. dia cakap, dia sebenarnye buat kan card birthday utk aku. tapi semalam card tuh hilang :( a cat stole it, aku cam sedih gile kot ! at the same time, nak tergelak sebab kucing berminat dengan card birthday aku xD 


   but then tetibe yap ckp. "but i caught the cat!" aku cam terkejut gile kot bile dia tunjuk bag dia, i mean sebab takkan lah dia sanggup tngkp kucing tuh and letak dlm beg ?! woaaahh * okay, aku agak bodoh mase tuh -.- pandai2 lah fikir logik. merepek ah aku nih. ahaaa xD * then yap ckp " i caught the cat and it's wearing a bracelet *sambil keluarkan satu plastic*" and BOOM! 

 :D

caught it with this bracelet ;)

haaaaah :) he's a great friend you know ? ILOVEYOUmyfriend, ryan yap cheng nam ♥

"  somehow, i really felt tht i cant seem to afford of losing him as my bestfriend (: "

p.s : my birthday is coming soon! you guys better prepare something for me :P muahahaha xDD

lots of love, 

TASHA