cepat lah -.-

heyho,

   weh harini penat gila -.- pagi pagi dah bangun, teman mama pergi family day dia ♥ yaww bosan weh -.- tapi boleh lah, have fun tengok mama gelak gelak dengan kawan kawan dia, mesti mama release stress sikit kot. tapi memang aku tak de kawan ah en ? nasib baik sempat ajak puting datang semalam, HOHO. tak de lah bosan sangat lepas tu (:

   balik balik je, terus tidur kot. ahaha xD punya lah nak cover balik tidur pagi yang terlepas tu en :p bangun bangun opah dah sampai. mama pon bawak opah shopping, meninggalkan aku dengan maksu di rumah =.= wuhuu sedih betul. haha aku ape lagi ? ajaklah mak su "nyongket" hoho. then coincidently ying datang. jadilah aku keluar dengan my best maksu ♥ and my ying ♥ hihi

p.s : cepat lah weeehhh, naaaaaakkkk ♥

lots of love,
TASHA

im STRAIGHT!

 

SAYA STRAIGHT!

 

 

   heey, nak memulakan cerita yang sangat lah memilukan hati dan sanubari. wuhuu T.T

yeah, aku kena propose and yeah dengan orang but yeah he's not a "HE", shes a "SHE" ARGH! for god sake, tht frightens me. takut gile weh, tolong lah jauhkan daripada benda benda camnih. tak nak tak nak, tolong lah. haiyoo, tak sangka pulak. aku ni charming sangat kot sampai yang sejenis pun melekat. ohoho xD 

lots of pee, 

TASHA

haha

yeah, weird caption, weird feelings, weird tears.

   i may be tough on the outside, but im easily touched and cry. i may be smile all the time even when im crying but every smile presents a thousand meaning. i may be laugh at all stuff but not all laugh means its funny. gosh i am hurting , haha :D yeah, i am norhasnatasha. the girl who fakes a lot. i can let go of you now, for thee im nothing for you.

   i may forgot all of our memories then (: haha this is so hard though but i still have to. since you'd already did. so, yeah :') goodbye 

lots of tears,

TASHA

Im gonna be okay (:

heyhoo,

  hey hey :D tengah sejukkan badan ni :) Baru balik dari Dserambi, sambut birthday budak ni haaa shafizul gedik :p HAPPY BIRTHDAY ORANG DAH TUA!  haha, and memang gelak macam macam ah, BEST GILA! rase macam tak nak balik je tadi. ahaha tak tahan xD tapi serious, memang rase tak nak balik. hahaha

  and and, rase happy gile kot bile mase petang terluang je, and takde rase bosan bosan lagi dah en ? hehe, rase macam. yeah, im not a loner anymore :p hohoh. kalau tak, yang selalu aku lepak, dengan si yaya hamzah ni je lah -,- haha muka nak annoyed je en xD 

   anyway, harini rase macam sedih gile -,- sebab exam p.islam memang lah takkan dapat A en? CONFIRM kot. herr and and mase balik pun, sorang sorang T.T sebab ying takde. grr, actually tengah bosan tarak tau mau buat ape sambil sejukkan badan ni -.- yang aku tau, semeseme aku tak baik lagi. dah SEMINGGU KOT! err i hate this,

p.s : hey hey korang jangan amek kesah sangat post lepas, tengah emo emo jaaa xD

lots of love, 

TASHA

I hate this feeling :'/

EGH!


   I hate this feeling ! sumpah benci perasaan ni ouh :'/ rase macam nak. EGH! tak tau ahh, aku benci sangat sangat perasaan macam nih. rase diri hopeless sangat, rase diri tak berguna sangat! rase diri macam, unwantable -,-


   hm the feelings im talking about ? hmm, perasaan ingin memiliki. perasaan ni perasaan yang paling aku benci sekali ! bila ade feeling camnih. aku selalu doa mintak tolong jangan ade! dulu benda ni aku boleh kawal. but now. makin lame makin susah pulak.


  AKU BENCI GILE! tak suke langsung! erghh -,- tolong ah ouh, tak nak feeling nih :'/ dia akan buat aku depressed and most of all, broken-hearted.


p.s : im so gonna cry right now :'(


lots of pain, 
TASHA

ternaik -,-

heyhoo.
  iye saye baru lepas kena marah sebab pergi naik scooter ami. hehehe, tak tahan lah. hari hari asyik tengok je tak naik naik en ? scooter tuh pulak macam asyik panggil "tasha tasha, meh lah sini naik ♥ " ERR! tibe tibe creepy pulak. hohoho


   hey hey tau tak esok final exam ? macam takut je -.- sekarang tengah fikir nak drop physic ke tak ?! rase macam hmm, tak tau lah ! confuseeeee, err. eh eh nak mandi jab! TOODLES!


p.s : tapi kalau amek dental perlukan subj physic tak ?


lots of love,
TASHA


psp: hey guys, tak payah nak tanye tanye lagi. aku dah tak suke sape sape ♥

jangan cakap orang buruk, last last nanti engkau juga yang suka.

heyyho,

hmm okay harini nak confess something -,- memang perlu perlulah sangat diberi pengajaran atau nilai nilai murni bagi mereka mereka yang suka sangat berprasangka buruk ataupon suke berkata kata tanpa memikir side effectnya -.-

   hmm okay let me tell you. this thing happen pada orang ni punye badan sendiri so i really know how it felt -.- haiiihh. okay aku ade sorang kawan, yang tersangatlah kurusnye, tingginya. tak hensemnye -.- peliknye, troublenye, freako nye -.- and berbagai bagai negative-nye lah! so, yeah aku yang ntah pape ni pon. selalu lah cakap cakap," weh sapelah kot yang boleh sangkut dengan mamat cam dia ni ! " yeah mulut aku -.-

   and yeah, guess wht ? dia baik gile. dia funny gile xD and charming gile. understanding and sumpah fun nak mampos! and yeah again, korang dah boleh agak kot wht happens next -.- setelah beberape lame hangout dengan dia. aku yang suke cakap tak reti jage ni. yeah boleh adore dia. bhaha xD tasha tasha... haiihh -,-

   honestly, dia tak menepati WALAU SATU PON magicman dalam checklist aku , haha xD and guess wht ? he succeeded! he stole my heart with his froggy-freakish-funny face :D ahaha. hmm yeah but entah lah, aku pon tak tau xD but i really just adore him though ♥

p.s : people, you shouldn't really underestimate those not good looking guys. sometimes, there are so much better than the metrosexual ones. but im not actually saying they are all totally cool, some of em (: but seriously, my magicman. i havent found him yet. muahahha xD

lots of love, 

TASHA

psp: bestfirends or friends who also read this entry. please oh please dont ask me who's this when you meet me okay ? please and thank you (: ♥

whts wrong with you, tasha ?!

hmm im sorry but this is all the explanations you need .

   you, i really am sorry. the reason i did all this is because i wanted to be honest with you. i do love you, i am but honestly ? i love you as my bestfriend. im sorry i had ever give hopes to you but i really thought i could love you more than just a friend but no. i cant. i tried i really do. tapi relationship ape kalau i asyik fake kan diri and sentiase tak honest dengan you ? i know it hurts so much but i have to do this. i tau, those risk i have to face if i did this, we may lose our friendship. but i rather be honest now daripada i broke your heart later and i lagi banyak tipu you. i really am sorry. i know i crushed your heart and i crushed mine too. im sorry :( i really am. please, kalau boleh. cherish our friendship :( i cant afford to lose it. 

p.s : theres always a better brighter girl for you out there, you just have to wait for her the way she waits for her prince charming tht look alike you (: 

lots of love, 

TASHA