Love.

Hi.

Two weeks. It had been two weeks I'm here in PSIS. And I'm happy, truly I am. Allah heard my prayers! I'm healthy, I'm fresh, I'm happy. I'm great! Ahaa. I wish I really wish nothing bad will happen to me here. I wish I'll be okay and will always be happy here.

My english lecturer, invited me to join the English Club and I'm so excited cause I was INVITED WEHH haha. I'm so sorry if I'm a bit over acting with this post, it's just that I'm too happy. Uh uhh it's fasting right now, and this year is the first year I'll be fasting by my own and without my beloved family. 

It's been a few nights where I'd forgotten to 'sahur' but other than that, it had been perfectly fine :) Went to bazaar with friends outside poli by prebet and I really really loving the new experience! Ahaa, I'm loving my life right now and I miss my bestfriends back at home so much! I miss raja, ying, yaya, yap, afifa, akmal and so so many more! ahahaha rindu sangat sangat :') 

p/s : Game over ;D

PSIS

Hola everyone.

I'm here at PSIS. Politeknik Sultan Idris Shah. And I'm at the end of the world. Well, to be precise, it's not that bad over here. For people who always always got drag with the chaos and noisiness of the city, this is the best place to be calm. For your information, PSIS is just beside the beach. And it's beautiful for sure, windy at night, day and even noon. 

For now, I maybe hate this place because I miss my family so much. But somehow deep down inside my heart, I can feel that, one fine day.. I'm going to miss this place. Oh yes I do. The students over here are after all, very friendly. And the lecturers too. And over here, the disciplinary action is super strict. No doubt! 

I don't think that people can't study over here, because this is the best place for a student to focus. No such things as entertainments, shopping malls, or clubs. There's just, trees, perfect oxygen and cows! Countless cows! And their poops, not to forget ahaa. 

I made a lot of new friends, well I guess. I'm not even sure if they really wanted to be friends with me. Obviously, I'm quite a loud person but I'm trying my best to fit in. Alhamdulillah, I managed to have a lot of friends and bestfriends for addition. 

Ops! I think I'm late, better get ready for my class. Taa~ 

p/s : I'm trying my best to fit in, please don't hate me.

ExcitVous

Hola mucacas.

Today, is Friday. And it's 6th of July. That means, tomorrow I'm off to Sabak Bernam and the day after is le registration day. Feelings? ExcitVous. Excited and Nervous. I'm excited cause it's my 3 whole years of living over there, it's my new adventure. And nervous, because obviously, it's something new. Could i fit in? Can they accept me as who I am or can I even accept them as who they are?

I don't actually know what I'm going to face the day after and I don't even have the time to figure it out. I'm too busy saying goodbyes, why? Cause my life over here is kinda suck. Well, newsflash! I lost the man I love over here, I lost my one superbly pretty bestfriend over here and most of all, all of my besties had already left me here. They are all travelling on their own ways, I'm the only one who's stuck here by myself. Suck muchhhhh.

So eventually, everyone's moving on. And me too. And I want to end up great. I don't want to live by my past. I want to live with my future. My bright and shiny future. Pray for me, please. 

Assalamualaikum :3