A creature called cat

I was busy with the laundry and I saw Mala, I asked her to come to me, and guess what she did? she closed her eyes, lay down and sleep. F! who does she think she are ? ohhh masa lapar pandai kau mengiau ngiau cari aku? gosok sana gosok sini, jilat sana gigit sini. So i was like FINEEE!!! so I continued my chores. 

The next day, that is today. I saw her, laying down on the washing machine. Aku macam biasalah kan, everyday during holidays, the same chores. Sidai kain, angkat kain and stuff. And today, there was her, on the washing machine I pushed her away, nak keluarkan baju yang dah basuh to sidai kan? Then aku buat bodoh je, sidai kain, she sat back on the washing machine, looking at me. aku bengang so i was like scolding her telling her mean words, called her a backstabber and kacang lupakan kulit and stuff. I asked her to go away, I said I'm sick of her face, I asked her to get lost, I was angry. But she was calm, she looked away but still she's sitting on the washer, I looked at her then I looked away, several times. A few minutes later, 

I looked at her, she was crying. teresak-esak, she looked so sad, I saw her tears, her running nose. OHMYGOD! she was crying, I REALLY SAW HER TEARS! she doesnt even want to look at me when I called her name. I touched her, THEN.. she coughed, she was suffocating, she was.. she was.. sick. I started to cry, the more I touches her, the more she looks like she's in pain. I cried, I called my mom but instead of her baby yang datang, we were terrified. We don't want to lose you, Mala. 

After a while, she stopped coughing, she just walked away from me. Dia pergi dekat baby, rubbing her feet like what she always she did to me. But no, she doesnt even looked at me, I was crying even more, I love you Mala and I'm sorry of what I'd done. I rubbed her head, but she was stiff never even moved. I can't do anything, I just cried and went inside, to my room where I told kakak everything.

Dear mala, I really am sorry of what I'd done. I love you, yes I do. I'm sorry for scolding you. I love you, please don't die :'(

-tashahasnan

that feelings i felt

heyhoo ;)


apa ? apa diaaa? kaykayy fineeee, sorry lama tak update blog :( been busy lately, well you know me. Tasha Hasnan kan memang a busy girl LOL hihi. apa? apa dia? kay fineeee tak busy mana pun. malas je, puas hati?! sheshhh


well, there's nothing big is happening in my life actually. tu pasal lah lama tak update, i still got my loving family, my supportive friends, my superb life, well nothing pun. yang nak update sangat ni kenapa? haha bosan kot. holidays kan? 


eee tengok tak tau nak update apa lahhhh, i'd been missing my friends a lot since it holiday and well, i spent too much time with my family till i finally felt like too-homey-ish haha.well, i'm gaining some weight, obviously. SIAPA TAK KALAU ASYIK DUDUK RUMAH MAKAN TIDUR MAKAN TIDUR? dah lah jogging tiap pagi pun atas katil -.- haihhh


k lah, update blog bikin lagi tension ja. hampeh betul -.- YAP LAH NI! yes, this one for you yap cheng nam haha. imiss you guys, ying, yaya, raja, yap, jega and the gang, aisya, my drama crews, my juniors, seniors before and you too, ye lah kamu yang tengah baca ni haha k merepek TOODLES.


-tashahasnan