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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

A creature called cat

I was busy with the laundry and I saw Mala, I asked her to come to me, and guess what she did? she closed her eyes, lay down and sleep. F! who does she think she are ? ohhh masa lapar pandai kau mengiau ngiau cari aku? gosok sana gosok sini, jilat sana gigit sini. So i was like FINEEE!!! so I continued my chores. 


The next day, that is today. I saw her, laying down on the washing machine. Aku macam biasalah kan, everyday during holidays, the same chores. Sidai kain, angkat kain and stuff. And today, there was her, on the washing machine I pushed her away, nak keluarkan baju yang dah basuh to sidai kan? Then aku buat bodoh je, sidai kain, she sat back on the washing machine, looking at me. aku bengang so i was like scolding her telling her mean words, called her a backstabber and kacang lupakan kulit and stuff. I asked her to go away, I said I'm sick of her face, I asked her to get lost, I was angry. But she was calm, she looked away but still she's sitting on the washer, I looked at her then I looked away, several times. A few minutes later, 

I looked at her, she was crying. teresak-esak, she looked so sad, I saw her tears, her running nose. OHMYGOD! she was crying, I REALLY SAW HER TEARS! she doesnt even want to look at me when I called her name. I touched her, THEN.. she coughed, she was suffocating, she was.. she was.. sick. I started to cry, the more I touches her, the more she looks like she's in pain. I cried, I called my mom but instead of her baby yang datang, we were terrified. We don't want to lose you, Mala. 

After a while, she stopped coughing, she just walked away from me. Dia pergi dekat baby, rubbing her feet like what she always she did to me. But no, she doesnt even looked at me, I was crying even more, I love you Mala and I'm sorry of what I'd done. I rubbed her head, but she was stiff never even moved. I can't do anything, I just cried and went inside, to my room where I told kakak everything.

Dear mala, I really am sorry of what I'd done. I love you, yes I do. I'm sorry for scolding you. I love you, please don't die :'(

-tashahasnan

0 criticisors:

yeah, tasha hasnan is the name. being in smkam for 5 years. and now, I'm at PoliteknikSultanIdrishShah :3 been in a whole lot of situation. i am problematic so be aware :P eventhough i frowned i cried but it doesnt mean im unhappy (:cause i'm FREAKINGLY TALENTED in hiding my emotions :)

p.s : bitches, this is my actual words. i didnt copy paste like you did ;)