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You,

Don't you know that I love you? I don't want to, but you made me to. You do know that I am easy to fall in love right? Why must you give me those fake hopes. I was trying to get away from you but I still think about you all the time. I hate this feeling. I don't want to love you. You know I don't. Then why must you make me ? Did you know how much I suffered because of you? I try not to think about you. I sweep, I cooked, I watched thousands of movies so that I wont remember you. But when the love part comes, all I could think about is you. I try to get busy, I read,  I wrote, I sang but it did not work the way it is. I purposely left my phone upstairs so that when I came back up and saw a new text message I would be thrilled and be more happy when I see your name on it. But everytime, I get upstairs it is either no messages or it's from someone else. I get dissapointed all the time because of that. I hate this feeling. I try not to, but I really do. I want to tell you I love you but something stops me everytime. The only thing I think about is you. I get all sick and tired everyday by just thinking about you. I off my phone so that I won't be to eager to checked my messages. But it's only been five seconds, i had it back on. I can't stand this, I love you so much eventhough you never knew. Or you might just knew and you're trying not to think of it. I hate this, Im sorry you. But I love you.