bitchy day

heyy,

eghh I just hate today and i dont know why. Why tasha why ? Kay kau menyampah dengan someone but you fuckin' can't be tasha, she's your friend ! Kaaaaayyyy fineeeee tak nak menyampah. and there it goes, the first suffocating feeling that i have to control. and second, im hungry! like fuckin' hungry !! and yeah when i ate, i suffocate more cause it will remind me of my fuckin' huge stomach !! THE HELL! yeaaaah i'm all stress out ! there goes the third and next, fourth LIKE FUCKIN' YEAH IM JEALOUS!!!! yessss, I AM JEALOUS! what the hell is wrong of being jealous ? Yupp, my bestfriend baru clash for ONLY TWO FUCKING DAYS and yeah today SHE HAD A FUCKING BOYFRIEND! while i am still single -.- the hell right ? yeah i know, i was just expressing myself. Yeah im too stress out. I think a lot, tasha stop it. you shouldnt do this post, you're a girl. Girl shouldnt said those stuff, BUT WHAT I CAN DO?!! NO ONE'S HERE FOR ME !!! EVERYONE IS GETTING AWAY FROM ME !! EVERYONE LEFT ME ! thank you very much.

lots of fuckin love, 

TASHA