Missing you both :'|

Heyy 

   Sometimes friends do make me feel comfortable and happy. Friends are always here beside me whenever I needed them. But not all of my friends are being kind to me. Whatever it is, I miss having fun with my dearest bestfriend, aisya zubir. Aisya, sorry :( Kita tau, I shouldnt do this to you. I should be beside you and laugh together like we used to be. But I am weak. Too weak to lose both of you. You and yaya. Im sorry, but you are still my bestfriend eventhough there's maybe one day you'll forget me and won't make me your bestfriend anymore but you still are for me :'(


   and M, i miss you. I miss your sarcasm. I miss your problems, i miss your brotherly attitude. I know, you must have forget all about me. I miss you, i really want to talk to you. A LOT! I wanna tell you about my problems, my subjects, about how tense I am facing my senior year. But you're not here for me. And what hurt me the most, is you didnt fight for saving our relationship. You're the one who left me, your bratty little pet-sister. You're the one who finished our memories. You're the one who ended this all up. You didnt fight for it. I suck of not having you around. Before this. Everytime, I'm facing any problems there's always you, right behind me. But now, you're gone. Leaving me, with your new world. Never even looked back. That day, when I saw you, I really hope you approaches me, exhange news but no. You just walk straight ahead. Never even glance at me. I dont even know what feeling I felt when you walk away. Angry ? Sad ? Dissapoinment ? Miss ? Miss ? Yeah, i miss you. So much, and i know you're not. But i am missing you :'( you're my solution of every problem. You're my present of every happiness. You're my tissue of every sadness. Haha funny, cause im not for you. There's only one thing i can do for you by far, praying for you. I miss you.

lots of love, 

TASHA