jealousy

yes, memanglah jealous tu tanda sayang. tapi tak lah sampai cemburu buta? tu bukan sayang namanya tu, tu dah tak percaya pada pasangan masing masing. don't you think so? 


I don't even know what have you been thinking lately, but don't you know that i love you so much and only you? can't you feel anything? didn't i just gave my all to you? why must you doubt me ? why must you think i'm all flirtatious to every guy i know? WHY? don't you know that I treated you like a prince? but all you felt was insincerity? doesn't you know that it hurts the most when you doubted me ? I HATE THAT! why can't you trust me ? Why? you told me a million times that you do trust me but what happens now? you're not. 


and when I kept explaining these to you, you started to become all sweet and seek for forgiveness and we'll be fine but later on it's just the same thing, keep repeating over and over again. and when, i said these thing, you'll end up keeping your thoughts to yourself and i'll feel like dating a robot. FUCK THAT. you'll make me all guilty forever! 


i don't know what to do, i don't know what to explain anymore,cause everything i'll do, is going to get back to me again, just like you. sometimes i felt like breaking up but i know that i love you so much and i wouldn't want to lose you. haaahhh. i don't know what to do. should we break up again?