Talk.

Holaaaa.

Been away for quite long now. Ahhaa how are you guys? I'm fine, totally fine. Counting days before I'll be at Sabak Bernam studying IT. Hopely, doing well over there. For the time being, I'm quite bored staying home doing nothing. Been gaining weight for the past few months. Haiyoyo. 

I'd decided to let go of what that had been done and wht's not mine. So here I am, standing alone without that man whom I loved so much. I'd decided to let go and move on, I guess. Being saying that, for quite some time but not really into doing it physically and mentally, obviously.

I'm afraid it's a bit hard for me to do so, since he was my first and only real love that I'd ever felt. But I know, somehow deep inside, there's that strength that I'd been holding too long and am afraid to waste and use it for something minor like broken-hearted. I mean, there's still something or somewhat that is more hurtful and important than heart-breaking. Am I right? Well, who cares.

But what I care now is, I'm going to start a new life next month. Leaving this dead town and turn over a new leaf, perhaps. But I won't ever forgotten those people who were supportive and was always there for me when I'm in need. I love how my life had been right now but somehow I need something new. Need to explore and leave back the scars. So pray for me.